Had you not figure out yet?!!!!

T..T

2012-01-27T11:05:00.000-08:00

neh ma-eum-ee ahpha!

neh ka-seum-ee ahpha!

Ueeeeeeeeee!

Ahpha!!

gu sarang ee senggake!

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

1, 2, 3, 4

2012-01-26T11:03:00.001-08:00

STOP STOP

BREAKING MY HEART!

Hmmp

2012-01-22T09:16:00.001-08:00

Now u r teaching me what to do har?

CNY bah~

2012-01-19T06:47:00.000-08:00

b4 cny

already thought of wat's during and after.

initially have cny mood

after that bomb, lost all spirits.

i thought..at first, it wont bother me. but it does.

Now i have nightmares when i sleep.

But small little things cheer me up. :D

At this moment, i can laugh it off.

At this kind of moment, unexpected ppl turn up to make your day.
These angels.haha. Thanks.

2012 BFF New yr message

2012-01-08T12:15:00.000-08:00

->Daphne
Of course 2011 will be different without having you. It seems like 2011 more like a love struck year for you. HAHA. I appreciate you share your thoughts and life drama with me. I may not be much help but at least sharing is much better than keeping inside. Also, i may have forgotten so many things i have said to you and also thankful at the same time that you remember every single thing. I'm not much of a good friend. But will try to be one. SO happy new year to you!

->Paula
Most of the time i think i am angry cos u have locked yourself home to be house fly. I dunno if it is all doctors to be are like that. =..=' But i'm always very entertained when i'm spending my time with you even if we just talk and do nothing. Happy 2012. yea!,,,my anger hasnt fade.

-> To all my closest friends. (* To whom actually stalk my blog every now and then..aiz)
We see each other everyday so much to the extend that the moment i open my eyes in the morning, you guys are the first thing i see in the morning. The time of struts and frets, happy and crazy times we share together bring us closer than ever. I hope that we are even closer as years went by no matter which path we are taking in the future. Also hoping that one day we sit on rocking chairs together mumbling words when we have no teeth. :D

* Daphne..u see what u made me do. Cos u started it. And made me have to write not only to you but everyone. aizzzz

2012

2012-01-08T11:57:00.000-08:00

3.5 CGPA.
Get's into Dean List
Think more seriously about what am i gonna do with my life
Master Rendering
More Photoshop dependent
Put more effort in learning and apply.
Say 'No' when i really mean to.
Have more time for myself
Explore on what i'm interested in.
If i gotten myself in landscape subject, i 1 2 learn alot on plants. ^^
Involve in more installation competitions
Finish up my website?
Walk/ Cycle around town once in awhile
Can gossip but less bad mouthing. tsk tsk tsk
Spend more time with family
Feel bless and be thankful to God all the time
Spend 30s putting myself in another person's shoe
Less drama
Spend another 10% on appearance? HAHA
Spend Less
Save up at least rm 20 in a week?
Eat more often in house
Learn more on shuffling? Its SO COOL
Open all my jap lang text book. *shake head...haiz
Drive Fast BUT SAFE
At least Drive 110km/h
Less Swearing, More light swearing
Have breakfast regularly
Take vitamin C regularly
Watch less nonsensical drama
More drawings cos drawings make u happy & calm
Continue keep my hair long
Bleach my hair. (My mom gave the green light d)
t.b.c

The good person.

2012-01-07T10:37:00.000-08:00

Making me to draw a line to not crossing over.

I don't want to be a good person.

You are infectious.

Go away!

Haha i didnt noe i uses the worst baddest korean swear word all the time. Drama influence!! haha my bad!

2012-01-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

http://www.youswear.com/index.asp?language=Korean

HEHE The heat is still on.

2012-01-04T19:02:00.001-08:00

OMG i'm type A. didnt i noe tat ling time ago. hhahaha

2011-12-24T07:57:00.003-08:00

Type A Personality Traits	*Type B Personality Traits*
· Must get things finished	· Do not mind leaving things unfinished for a while
· Never late for appointments	· Calm and unhurried about appointments
· Excessively competitive	· Not excessively competitive
· Can't listen to conversations, interrupt, finish others sentences	· Can listen and let the other person finish speaking
· Always in a hurry	· Never in a hurry even when busy
· Do not like to wait	· Can wait calmly
· Very busy at full speed	· Easy going
· Trying to do more than one thing at a time	· Can take one thing at a time
· Want everything to be perfect	· Do not mind things not quite perfect
· Pressurised speech	· Slow and deliberate speech
· Do everything fast	· Do things slowly
· Hold feelings in	· Can express feelings
· Not satisfied with work/life	· Quite satisfied with work/life
· Few social activities/interests	· Many social activities/interests
· If in employment, will often take work home	· If in employment, will limit working to work hours

A good person

2011-12-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

First time.. a life acquaintance that is trying to change me into a good person. all the time.
This person should be blessed. an almost extinct species.

Not a good friend, i am

2011-12-17T15:26:00.000-08:00

Personally i dun bother with birthday surprises & presents.

so i dun plan/buy anything to my longest and closest friends. so do they. Believe me, we are the same type. Too casual to bother n celebrates. So we practice this for decades. The last time we exchanged gifts was last year of high school. It was a very funny and odd one. Paula got me something i cant read, and i got her something which i dun think she still uses. Mich got me something i really love, and i got her..not a real present. I got her most random stuff in the world.

This year, cos of too scared of forgetting. I keep checking & remembering Mich birthday date two months earlier. From time to time, i recalls. 'yea..its pretty soon!'. And yet i have forgotten again on the very day. On the promised day, i really have planned something for you on sunday. But u were gone too soon.

HAHA. Here, I wish you happy 20th birthday.

With a jar of my hearts.

Totoro Cake! (O.o the only Totoro cake tat's looks pretty)

Totoro Heart Bento! ( Someday..this seems easy.)

I know u always wanted this. nvr forget cos I love this also! OMG! I can STEP ON HIM!!!! <3

(I'm trying to look stuff tat u like) ---->Stuff like this! eeeh? O..o o well.

Cockstare! haha

Cats! of course U just love any cats tat coming to you!

If i were to have a cat, i think i will grow to love this one.

And stuff like this..O..o I dunno man!

and CLOUD.

* i spent 20 mins to find a good sky with nice pic. I gave up! None is good enuf.

We are like this! Dun cry!! :D :D

- WITH LOVE YUKI! :D

I believe in this

2011-12-09T10:14:00.000-08:00

Chapter: Feelings & Emotions

No matter how logical a situation might be.

You cant fight your feelings.

If you are angry and its your fault, You still will be.

If a person happy cos he/she did something awful, you still will be happy. and a little bit of guilt.But nah..you get over it.

Emotions and feelings are strong.

Therefore you need principles to set you straight.

But most people let these emotions taking over them

cos they know things are not so simple as they might seem to be. You could be right or u could be really wrong about something.

Let's jump to chapter: instinct

Instinct can fool you but sometimes it is awfully right about something.

Its because you know u felt something is not right

due to your instinct

and you will have a sudden urge of emotion(s).

And this leads to many many foolish actions.

So, let's stop beating around the bush.
Let's confront it. Instinct tell u something is wrong or could be right.
So ? You confront it to prove it. :D Cheers! That the talk of the day.

FINAL INTERIM PANEL

2011-12-06T19:53:00.000-08:00

Motherfuck* i forgot 2 put this render!!! GrrrrR!!!!!!

FREAKING LONG PANEL!

The crit turned out pretty well but i already know what is coming cause of previous projects grade. BTW this will keep me going!

000

2011-12-06T19:36:00.000-08:00

1# YUKISAMA MOTIVATION

EMPTY SCHEDULE :D

2011-12-06T19:33:00.001-08:00

Waaa i dint realize

2011-12-04T12:05:00.001-08:00

Slowly clicking here and there and i already did all of it..

2011-12-03T05:42:00.001-08:00

2011-11-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

And as for that i'm thankful to god who is being so kind to me. I started to believe that hard work comes second before Blessing from god. For every second and minutes, and not a time went without being thankful for people i met and chance / opportunity i have landed on regardless the hard times i had. Cos i know it could be worse if things go the other way. SO. YES. EARNESTLY.

.......

2011-11-28T01:16:00.000-08:00

BORING DAYS
BUT USUAL OLDIES TINGLING THE SPACE.

...................................................................................

got my head thinking all week

my life, my studies, my future, my path,

especially my studies n career to be

then i came to a conclusion

whether i like it or not, i dun think i can do other things than designing spaces n buildings

cos every single little thing i observe, think, do in my everyday

automatically, these sense or ideas of spaces linger into my consciousness. which had me thinking what if i stop now and do other thing else. It wouldn't work. As good as dead living person i will be.

Cos that's exactly what comes to my head by foreseeing myself if doing something else now.

It might sounds ridiculous, also because i once said, that anyone can do anything once their mind soul into things they do. BUT that is the THING. how can you be able to succeed in something where ur mind n soul is not there?

So i stopping all my doubts i had, that are piling up for years. Cos ..put aside how i get into this line, and all that falsely interest, love and passion for this. I mean like how can i like something i dunno at all when i was form 5 and study architecture based solely on that so fucking vague REASON?

my point is i slowly 'liking' what i get myself into cos i know what it does to people. My pure INTEREST ( i cant say i LOVE IT yet) building up as i learning more of it.

COuntdown to stomachache.

2011-11-21T06:46:00.001-08:00

half an hour from now. I will leave my warm n cosy seat and spend another half n hour in a small, less cosy place.

Mapfest 2011 We ROCKS THE OLD FORT AGAIN!

2011-11-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

Such a great architecture.

2011-11-11T17:57:00.000-08:00

U feel them emotionally. as you writes about them. Only in words, pictures, and yet having the first glimpse of the building. For me, one is counted as successful, if an architects able to convey such messages & feelings that speaks for itself. and save the mouth of yours.

I always had try to strive to be such a great architect ever since i enroll for Architecture. Precisely, every since that essay i wrote for scholarship. Not aesthetics, but it has impact, meaning, and changes to people who live in, live around, or just by looking.

Origami Bench 2011

2011-11-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

END LIKE A BOSS TODAY! :D

THE DARK SIDE OF SOCIETY

2011-11-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

When i was collecting materials,

i get so many different treatments from these people,

but if you categorized into one.
ITS call the SELFISH, UNFRIENDLY, MATERIALISTIC society.
Its UGLY F UGLY people.
has no dream, no passion.

Not that i do not know,
cos i seen so many different types of customers that are walking into my dad's business door.
ALL MY LIFE.
Sometimes, i was thinking..
will the world become a better place. Even the word 'better' does it even making any sense to them?
Will us become one of these people?

A damm unhappy moment!

2011-11-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

The Melaka installation is suppose to be dream fulfilling and its almost an honor to meet these artisans~

But due to so many assignments dateline,
lack of materials, and manpower,

Its now become a burden to me. AND STRESSFUL.

I cant tell whether the installation will be good or not.
And might not even sure it will turn into something.
The last thing i wanted to feel is dissapointment.

Things are not going smooth to me.

SERIOUSLY??????

2011-11-09T08:32:00.000-08:00

I'm so designing a workstation in Toilet.
Don't worry! if i have four toilets, i will leave the other 3 alone.

For me, toilets are suppose to be a place where you spend ur most private and precious time doing ur business.
BUT THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO ME!

WHY?

This is already my fifth time going in.
WHY WHY WHY i have diarrhea almost everything i was rushing assignment or on something important!!!!

WHY! MOTHER FUCKER!

Have u ever?

2011-11-02T12:34:00.000-07:00

Listens to any songs as long the same band singing?

And is always sounds so good?

And think they are the best?

I DO

THEY ARE OHH LA LA SESSION!

And they r just amateurs!

And you wonder why i don't watch other idols show.

Cos SuperstarK3 participants are EXTREMELY TALENTED and SUPER STRICT

Apparently, the leader is fighting with cancer.
Hmmmppppp That's life isn't?
When you seem to have everything, One come and destroy all.

Stupid to be blinded.

2011-11-02T11:25:00.000-07:00

Actually what is so bad about installation architecture?

Just becos' the one i have acquainted is a Jackass doesnt make everyone of them are.

So if i have to be an installation architect,

It has to be as good as Tara Donovan & Tokujin Yoshioka.

Nothing wrong of being ambitious.

Doesn't guarantee that you will be as good as them.

But you will be better and will definitely get you somewhere.

sounds familiar? its a quote fr an architect.

LOngggggggggggggggggggggggggg

2011-11-01T09:55:00.001-07:00

SIGH~

2011-10-30T18:49:00.000-07:00

This is WHAT my PRINCE IS DOING. :D

HOGA HOGA BROGA!

2011-10-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

I VOMITED & CLIMBED TO THE PEAK

ANAKO!

2011-10-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

ANAKO IN DARK ANAKO IN LOMO

YEA! ITS A SNAKE FISH!

when there is a bad time, think of the good one.

2011-10-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

My mood is awful today.

Getting cranky for almost everything

I'm a satan today. D;

I really wanna check out the bench again. fuh~

to make me feel happy :D

2011-10-28T23:16:00.000-07:00

A whole week of nightmares. I dun feel like loving sleeping anymore. So many things happen in my dream and all are bad ones.

B.U.S

2011-10-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday i manage to watch last 3 minutes on the Japanese house show.

The house is amazing. Following what he had said in the end, It seems the architect working patiently for a long time to build the house. I think its because is unique and most of is custom made. Anyway,

He said to be an architect. Must follow this principle.

B.U.S

Beautiful, User-friendly, Strong.

how issit? not bad right? I don't really understand actually. BUT this will be my new principle.

B.U.S (partially its bcos this Japanese guy said so!hahaha)

PRODUCTIVE DAYS & CONSTRUCTIVELY

2011-10-27T01:27:00.000-07:00

SHUD I LIVE MY DAYS COUNTING HOW PRODUCTIVE IT IS?

Then what kind of person will i become and who?

Feeling like no other.

2011-10-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

I was holding my joy when i saw the bench.

probably i'm trying to be ''ohh ok, i'm cool with it!'' LOL

This feeling is indescribable.

Its a moment of relieve. to a point i think i might shed a tear.
It wasnt the same feeling i have for all the installations i've done.

Its simply a silent of satisfaction. Don't need to many words.

OMGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDD

2011-10-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

WHY ON EARTH MY MUM IS SO BIAS ON THE ELDER GRANDDAUGHTER???????

SERIOUSLY SHE IS A SPOILED CHILD

why when both fight,

she always sided with the eldest!

Left the poor small girl dumbfounded, not knowing wat 2 do.

GEEZ i dun 1 2 be in this stupid kiddy game.

COUNT ME OUT!

WOOHOOO STARTING FROM NEXT WEEK! THEY GONNA MAKE THE BENCH!

2011-10-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

I'm freaking happy!

This subject is WONDERFUL IF

only just bout client and us and manufacturers.

Now you understand their influences is damm freaking huge. 99.99%

I'm so happy that our group work so efficiently

its like we are sharing the same pants.

Ok..tat's a bit too far off.

And we manage to get the bench making started.

HMMMM....cant describe this feeling.

hmmmm

2011-10-20T11:58:00.000-07:00

Its kinda stupid of you thinking that i will be dumbfounded and panic in that situation. Its not my first. Geez..I was just carrying my responsibility. On situations where i make a mistake, i don't run away from it. Be honest about it and just accept the way already is. And the next thing is you think of what to do. Duh~ Don't put me the same as the one in your family. Ashamed that i had to put in words for this kind of thing. Glad he understood right away.

FAST FACT: COLOURS

2011-10-20T08:44:00.000-07:00

My favorite color is not GREEN

IS ORANGE

GREEN is my second favorite.

口是心非

2011-10-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

WHY?
every time i say OK, but it reallllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiii bug me inside. EVEN NOW. doing cading, but my mind still thinking and questioning. I bet 2nite i dun sleep so well.

O! forgot 2 tell u, i have trouble sleeping. my mind tends to be restless. I remember when i was form 5, kia su for no reason, and start forcing myself to solve 1 stupid add maths question, or anytime i'm having problem solving it, my brain wouldn't let it go. I'm still calculating impossible maths in my mind while sleeping.

COS I THINK TOO MUCH

hOW CAN I

2011-10-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

1. I GOT FREAKING 'B'!
reason: jump too fast into making of warehouse or maybe just USAMA, i dunno
2. BROKE, FREAKING broke
-cant spend a day without worrying bout money
-solution: be freaking rich to be less worry
3. Money again
-Bench, i wonder when v could get money fr lecturers 2 make the bench
-any procastination, blame on them, cos v done our part like an week ago
-cant blieve lecturers r procrastinating us procrastinating our last submission
4. NOW HOW SHUD I LIVE through my days in poverty?

OUTRAGED IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!

2011-10-16T18:45:00.001-07:00

HOW COULD I MISS THIS DRAMA! ITS A DRAMA BY MY FAVOURITE ACTOR!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ALL IS WELL WITH CLIENT! :D

2011-10-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

Duration: 100 days

US: origami bench
X week Lecturers: Simplify

X week: SIMPLIFY = =

X week: The bench rest on points!??

X week: sharp edges?

manufacturer: YES, IT CAN BE DONE!

I LIKE UR DESIGN

simplify or not, doesnt add up the cost. DUN WORRY.:D

X week: Foam core prototype

X week: erm the hatching directions

erm why hatching

prefer blank background

we need 2 see u immediately

clients r VERY WORRIED

foam core!

no coating, just let it rot!

so expensive

Us: but urs is the most expensive.

us: clients no. please?

Duration : 5 mins

Client: sharp edges?

US: Can grind it off

Client: OK, We got the money

US: U get the bench :D

Client: DEAL

CLIENT+ US = :D

THE STORY OF DESIGN MAKING CLASS

NAIVETY

2011-10-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

IT TOOK ME 20 min whether to post this up or how do i put the right words together. ITS STUPID. I dun say stupid that often unless its really stupid.
How do u want to convince a client using alternative material?
And its strongly contrasted material. Metal plate and foam core.
Its doesnt make sense. AND WHO THE HELL CANT IMAGINE GRIND BLUNT EDGES.
IF I'M MAKING THAT OUT, i will declare myself as the most naive person in the universe.
Even the client r miraculously convinced, i will declare myself as the most successful but naive person the world.
WHY I'M SAYING THIS? cos i will become one later.
AND I SWR TO GOD, This idea was belong to GREATEST GREATEST N...

Laptop DIAGNOSIS

2011-10-11T12:11:00.000-07:00

If i'm loaded.

i wouldnt buy HP in the first place.

My laptop sounds like it having

some sort of respiration disorder.

HANG IN THERE! JUST WAIT till i get my sixth salary.

i shud plan out what to do with my first to hundredth salary when i work.

GOOD IDEA

THIS MESH MAKING, with so many hands

2011-10-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

All started with fruit-mesh and i 've met,

Chronology

Sim Ee Von

Kathy De Souza

Joseph Ling

Tuck Leong

Aden

Ong Yi rui

Leonard

Kartiga

Johan

Kei Jin

Timonthy

Inez

Nicholas

Best friend (Daphne Yap)

Yap Yuan Li

Sarah Ahmad

Lee Kah Wei

Chong Eng Wei

Charina F. Siguthy

Kwan Teck Hong

Ng Suat Hoon

Melvin Gan
Hau Jun Yu

Yap Shin

Dexter Chew

Clarisse Yeo
Saiful

( Juniors that helped out)

WOW ALMOST 30 people

are involved in this project.

Sorry, if i miss anyone, it came out in a whimp.

WE WON!

2011-10-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

Its all started with stupid fruit mesh

and now grows to coral

never thought it will become so big.

Things are going too fast

I hope whatever i'm doing is not just a wasted effort.

I hope for all attentions

If this get big, nothing really matter.

SUBCONSCIOUS MIND

2011-10-07T06:33:00.001-07:00

EVERYTHING MUST GO SMOOTHLY

2011-10-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

i wanna travel by train 2 campus
tat never happens
i wanna wake up early
tat too sometimes never happen
i wanna start my work
a lot of work can be done by now.
i wanna be fit
almost a miracle 2 see me go workout
i wanna be nice
the next minute i will be swearing in my head

CHANGES R NOT IMPOSSIBLE
JUst the will 2 change has 2 be stronger

2011-10-06T08:51:00.000-07:00

i thought v had the same goal
now i don't think so.
wanted 2 get over this quickly. working on the same things bores me and becoming very ugly.
btw steve jobs dies. havent had the chance 2 own an iphone. but i think he is a great designer n as a person as well. which owns the world respects.

Hope its not what i felt

2011-10-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

I hope its all my imagination

I hope its all just my pms-ing

Cos i gotten very annoyed.

OUR TEAMWORK IS AWESOME 2 THE MAX!

2011-10-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

http://corallien.blogspot.com/

Regardless how it turn out 2 be.

Our teamwork is indescribable.

In the most critical moment,

nobody said a word of giving up

we have the thought,

yet not a word is uttered,

avoiding the thought,

just continue to hold...

and hold on to it...

ITS GREAT TO BE AT HOME!!!!

2011-09-26T05:16:00.001-07:00

Its just that when i'm sick,

I long to be at home.

MISS my family!

Aweeeee so sweet!

2011-09-24T13:26:00.003-07:00

COUGHING TO DEATH!

==;

YET I STILL HAD 2 SLEEP SO LATE

AND WORK SO LATE.

IF U THINK OF CHOOSING AN ELECTIVE SUBJECT

2011-09-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

PLEASE DO NOT CHOOSE DESIGN MAKING!

Reasons on why you should not!

(sensored) *

THIS SUBJECTS SUCKS TO THE CORE!

I Hope I CAN HEAR MORE FROM YOU. :D

2011-09-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

Whether its good or bad day,

i would really want to know all.

I'm not a stranger.

Even not being asked, you can tell me anytime at any situations.

Its just too bad. We see less of each other, shouldnt we tell more of things?

Everyday is not just about smiling, we cry too.

SIENZ

2011-09-19T09:49:00.001-07:00

I DUN 1 2 hear complains

or DRAMAS

i'm tired. pls understand.

ANOTHER INSTALLATION!

2011-09-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

Its kinda cool if we keep going on doing external projects.

Its like we had the momentum and u want 2 keep going on and on.

BUT UNDERWATER THEME WITH ARCHITECTURE MODELS?

So NOT GETTING ALONG

SO not harmony.

Hmmmm Have 2 think of something!!!!!

totally desperate! almost mad!

2011-09-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

IPAD2

cant get off my mind.

actually googling

competitions that prize ipad 2

and result?

competitions over due.

haiz

not that i had any use of it, just dunno why i want it so badly

maybe cos i want a personal journal

fed up with so many paper journals

keep missing, torn.

people kindness

2011-09-11T21:39:00.000-07:00

i'm always been suspicious

suspicious over everything

to receive a person's kindness

or to reject cos they might want something in return

sometimes, they are just pure intention to help, to give.

Such thing as pure kindness exist?

my heart is 80% rejecting, but another 20% is telling me there are.

THE BENCH IS MAKING ME HAPPY!

2011-09-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

2011-09-10T14:14:00.000-07:00

I actually reflecting my life and set my goal of life in CAR. ==' pskkkkk

And i was thinking,

Life is really too short. Now, i'm 20 but of course marriage life is best b4 30.

Which means i only have 10 yrs to do what i want. THIS IS SO SHORT.

In a flash, 3 yrs already gone studying architecture.

In a flash again, i already studied for 13yrs

AND FOR THAT 13 yrs, to have only 10 yrs to pursue my great career. WHAT A GREAT PRICE TO PAY.

Not that i dunno this, but when u put ur thoughts into words and maths.hmmm...

Not that you cant continue ur career after getting married and all. But, tying down into more responsibilities and giving up and sacrificing. u noe, things SLOW DOWN.

I SHALL DO SOMETHING!

2011-09-10T14:00:00.001-07:00

Thousands of ways things can go wrong

But there are infinite ways to change the outcome.

FAMILY OUTING 67

2011-08-30T12:23:00.000-07:00

1 Great thing bout guys friendship.

You can roughen ur buddy.
HAHAHAHA

I LOVE THIS EPISODE!!!

2011-08-27T07:40:00.000-07:00

STALKER

2011-08-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry. but i'm tired.
Tired of putting a front.

I'm taking a break.

2011-08-21T02:40:00.001-07:00

i guess this is it.i'm thorough.

2011-08-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

haiz
i.m dissapointed.
really am.
Ties are easily broken.
REALITY is harsh.
If i hav 2 blame, i'll blame myself 4 being held on this small hope in me.
Well, ITS OVER.

meaning? imidesuka?

2011-07-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

what it really meant to design?

issit to your own preference?

issit to satisfy ppl's preference?

or an idea came as a mere coincidence?

the question is, what is architecture?

isn't for humanity...

aigoo

2011-07-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

my blood pressure going up again...haiz

urbanscape

2011-07-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

WOnderful

but some nuisance going on.

totally mood killer.

2011-07-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

cant believe i started my day so damm annoyed by his stupid request. got my temper boiling in the morning. and whole day was gone just like tat. and got a final blast during dinner. gotten so angry. and i cant understand why the hell he so freaking selfish. the paper...i torn off completely.UGHHhh gotta wrap it again!

hols...............lidaz

2011-07-10T11:47:00.000-07:00

other than working for urbanscape...

other times is just waste of my time.

watching drama that i not really into it..

how come this season of hols is without gud dramas like last season.

my pap is stopping me fr eating snacks

been holdin bck my cravement until hols started..

i think i will really BECOME FATTTTTTTTTTTT

now my bro is calling me fat more than ever now.

oo...today 's pasta is great...just lack of minced meat n parsley n potatoes n mushrooms n mozarella...hmm tat's a lot OO,,,o well...i couldnt prepare all these in half an hour.

feel like learning making risotto....or baked cheese rice....ahhhhh caloriesssssssssss

omy...hmmm zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i'm tired fr watching too much....z

2011-07-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

as much as i love money

i wouldnt have my career for money sake.

cos i'm have a dream.

and the dream is before anything else.

of course, sometimes i dun 1 to lose my head for trivial stuff and lost my directions.

must remember what got me here in the first place.

made me so alive.

2011-07-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

i realized that ego is nothing but will pull you down on knees and reflects on your own downfall bcos of it.

tat's why EGO. throw it away! no...

lock it in a safe box, write ur passwords on a piece of paper and put it away.

until

ONE fine DAY, clients queue up to have ur hands on their own brought drawing paper begging you to draw for them....

AND THEN,

u quickly go find the loose piece of small paper, press the numbers and open the safe

and get your EGO back....

cos right now ego dun cost a thing...

2011-07-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

was listening to one of the radio channel
n this woman called and share her story of paranormal experience.
n den...i was thinking..not only this time, all the time, since like forever...
i had this question
'' if ghost exist, are there many races? how they communicate den? and can they fly all over the world?''

dun throw slippers at me! hahah i seriously cant this out of my mind since i was a kid, n of course, i cant ask, cos nobody can answer me, unless they bcome ghost themselves n they can tell me..

and i NEVER encounter one.

to paula

2011-07-02T10:24:00.000-07:00

if u r reading these....
first, fuck ur phone!
if r turning it on, den at least pls, ans or call bck if u see my call
no excuses.
second, fuck all ur fb, blogs, or tweet..
CLOSE IT ALL AND DUN EVER ACTIVATE IT AGAIN
third, u noe what it is..
___________________________________________________

2011-07-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

FUCK ALL SHONEN AI MAnGAS!
always always when i read some manga with attracting names or very good artwork..
they turn out to be..ughhh ==
THOSE MANGA SHUDNT EXIST!
where can i find a website that only have normal mangas so that i can read at ease.

YARRRRRRRR

2011-06-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

YARRRRRRRRRRRRRr!

YUNA-shiii chinsimchario!!!!!! tanshi pabo ya??

YUNA-shhiii hwaiting!

2011-06-10T11:07:00.001-07:00

HOw come v never had a lame moment??? O_O hmmmmmmm

TO POCHI

2011-06-10T11:03:00.001-07:00

Thank you so much. Though my credit ran out n ended the last call. You had said the most inspiring things that u have ever said to me in our 10 yrs of friendship! :D

2011-06-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

Singing jp version beast song.
MAKE Me so HAPPY! :D
Have fun time at proton service center...
WEIRD place but fun time. my first time.

as expected...

2011-06-07T10:44:00.000-07:00

i cant eat wtv i want
i cant eat more than 3 types of food in a day
or u can say i cant eat junks.
only proper meal
or else...
i be like this
DIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAARRHEAAAAA!
ughhhh its more painful than giving birth mann~~~~~~

TO POCHI

2011-06-03T09:57:00.000-07:00

first, .
REAlLy missed u.

AND

Bacterial Morphology
Bacterial Growth, Nutrition and Culture
Bacterial Virulence Factor
Bacterial Genetics
Staphylococcus
Streptococci
Corynebacteria and Listeria
Clostridium and Bacillus
Neisseria
Parvobacteria
Oxidase Positive Gram Negatve Bacteria
Yersinenia Genus

i discovered this is ur aim of the week.
hahahaha

Usually i dun recall things cos maybe its not the time yet to do so. but today i feel like expressing this .I remembered i always sitting around u since grade 6 And it never change.
i dunno if u ever dislike me b4 but i do. FOR ... being a hypocrite. Hahaha Buts that's to others, most of the times not to me. cos u noe i'm ur BEST FREN. ( i hope that i got it right >..<\m/). and well, every yr v sick of seeing each other faces. cos sunday is only the time v dun face to face. =='

Our kindest teacher ( died fr cancer), i miss her. i'm sure u too. Our most WILDEST AND FIERCE teacher. I always noe she loved u so much to say that she want to tie u to the cross and carry up the hill to crucify u. And now she always appears first on ur frens list on fb.

Sometimes, things getting hard for us especially after v graduated. But v got through that.

I DUN MIss the school and U. Cos u always with me.

BUT 1 THING I DUN REALLY REALLY LIKE BOUT U is

STOP FUCKING DEACTIVATE UR FACEBOOK DAMMIT!

I think i had 2 report about today..or any eventful things

2011-05-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

1. internet connection EXTREMELY SLow
2. how funny, i suddenly learn to see things...good side of ppl.
3. my ocd, might actually reach a new lvl. for 3d max
4. found tat a girl is getting quite annoying. 'M'
5. May 15 is already over. another so call ' end of the world day' busted.
6. life is so busy.
7. i always wonder how's paula doing...hope she's having a great time for her new start.
8. my aunt questioning why on earth a girl doing architecture? nvr mind that. i always ignore such question.
9. ppl seems to know my style of design. but i nvr know what really is.
10. if frank llyod wright is doing organic architecture. i dunno what am i doing anymore.
11. another reason why i'm working my ass off.
12. i found a new workstation.
13. I need a bag. korean style back pack that can carry a laptop. CHeap
14. hate all batteries mouses.
15. to be continue...cant think of everything now.

2011-05-02T23:12:00.000-07:00

hahah when is the last time i gotten so annoyed?

i HAD TO LET IT OUT HERE or else...

2011-05-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

i think i have to share this. stuck in mind since tat dinner.
its my grandma reunion, den all families met up. of course all three same peers cousins sat 2gether,
O.mi.god. i think this is probably the most annoying discovery.
are they dumb? idiot?pabo?
cos i honestly i think they are.

Cos one is trying to act smart and criticizing ppl and said bout most arkward things bout ppl.
And the other even 'dumber'. pabo of most pabo on earth! actually agreeing and respect him and take him as role model! ugh~
ughhh cannot than his upmost 'syok sendiriness'! self proclaim as mature with such seriousness.
And then acting out humble, when the other admire him. i'm like.....'wth with these ppl?'. Luckily, my fav cousin is next to me. only 2 years younger than his bro, but much better. Know when to keep his mouth shut and stop acting pro. ITs influence! INFLUENCE! i tell U!. But the younger one is much nicer. I'm busy playing with his dslr than listening to his older bro 'wise' saying. i will say this is something i dunno until last Saturday.

I'm ashamed to sat next to him with my bro, sis, n nieces around. esp tat person was around too.
=='

hhjfnhkbn

2011-05-01T03:42:00.000-07:00

SILLY ME.
WHAT HAVE U DONE!

ITCH

2011-04-20T12:23:00.000-07:00

Itch to open 3d max,
while i had so many works 2 do.
Itching to try out revit too.

2011-04-11T12:59:00.001-07:00

Cad & Max- work-mates, play-mates, house-mates, sleep-mates, dream-mates, life-mates? suicide-mates? sick-mates? die-mates? no they dun die..shit! i lack of sleep! @_@

after....

2011-04-10T02:28:00.000-07:00

After my sis-in-law little studio moved out.
i went into the room and sat on the couch, contemplating.
(u only see me doing this, when i'm FREE)
sudden flash of images of how the room should be.
yea. the ''I & I ''

Remember the helicopter paper? i like tat symbol.
the motif continuing printed on the wall. growing and enters the other boundary.
in different colour n forms.
'White, smooth, translucent curtain shud be hanging over there. '
A nice clear glass light will lit up the room.
Only if the room is open to the outside. It will be perfect.
frames. Frames and poster hanging at all faces.
Glass display box, at one end.
a small wooden shelf, with books.
rug? no. i couldnt do my work on floor den.
a mini drawers with wheels. YES! to keep my pens and rulers.
and a nice adjustable table and chair.
AND
the door. ==' everytime the door is closed, i feel suffocation.
it shud replaced with beads blinds.
and ......

my laptop~UnAGI!

2011-04-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

obviously, my laptop is not that high end or expensive.
and of course i'm poor enuf to actually buy it.
Its a gift and now i really appreciate it cos
'' 3dmax and autocad r ROCKING in my laptop.''
:D work perfectly. with songs playing.
but i wouldnt put high hopes when it render.

SO at that time, i will just move it back to my desktop'
MY SUPER AWESOME desktop
if only they could become one.
I dun need anything else.

Weird. I think i really bcame tech-architect to be now.
The more i dun 1 2 play 3d max, the more i'm attracted to it,
seems like it became my toy?
plus, since the time i saw all kinds of cool model 2 can be put in.
Guess what, i even found collection of shisha models. Wtshit right?
these ppl r really.............
amusing. haha

when ...

2011-03-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

when i so semangat want to help them.
asking for my advices.
they come up with a stupid idea.
yeah just seal the whole building! y dun u?
n den my mum pms everyday.
GEEZS give me a break.
i feel like wearing earplug.

wait wait wait i bout to explode. y on earth she is pms-ing at night also.

KAMERON!

2011-03-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

1st Day- FUN! JAKUn! 2nd day- ==' 3rd day-zzzzzzzzzz SERIOUSLY, U dont even want to try the mamak steamboat! at least for me hu grown up in the town of seafood and steamboat. PLZ stay away from me! So basically, our source of food is fr mamak. * today i technically disowned my best fren - PAULA! :P whom couldnt even spent a toilet time of hers to see me. whom lock herself in the house STUDYING.

Right at the time! Dang! =='

2011-03-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

Just when i about to look forward to this new manga'
dang!!! the more pages i read, the weirder i feel.
n den i check on the genre. Shounen ai
SON OF A BITCH! =='
i thought its a great baseball manga at first,
expecting storyline like
'a baseball prodigy going 2 uni wth low profile n quit bcos of his grandparents passed away...' n den it turns out to be....=='''
wtv! no manga no drama! just 3d max.

2011-03-23T07:13:00.001-07:00

Prawn Mee
Currypuff
spaghetti
biscuits
ice cream bread.

As expected, my stomach cannot process more than 3 foods a day.
MY STOMACHACHE LIKE CRAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYY!

+go tah suan -bitter taste powder for diarrhea

Pain Pain Pain

2011-03-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

Ahh
Ice cream
ahhh
Stomach!
PAin! >..<

Ahh
Phone!!!
Lost!!!
Ahh!
next time i buy strap! n leash it! ngeh ngeh!